Hey to those who still listen!
Okay, so my life is so flippin' shakey right now, but I want those here on DA know that I CONSTANTLY think of you guys. Seriously, you're all like my friends I have here in my hometown. I care for you just like I do for mine here.

So, besides that, as an update....I wanna let ya'll know what I've been up to that keeps me so off of DA....
I'm doing this thing called Junior Miss....it's a scholarship program....that ISN'T like Miss Congeniality (yet)...and it seems apparently a good excuse for me to get out of the house, meet new people, and for my parents to get mad at me. It's hard to do a program that challenges my self-confidence (or lack thereof) in my appearance and to feel on the fence of whether or not my parents really support me in my decision to do this....on One hand: it's to benefit my parents' wallet for when I go to college, and for me to become more comfortable with my appearance as well as become more outgoing...on the Other hand: parents are mad at me wanting to be with my normal friends (none of which are doing or are old enough to do this program), and to call me ungrateful a billion percent of the time.
Honestly, I feel insecure.
Not only that, but on Facebook, the Asian (my dad's) side of the family found my (profound, emo, non-PG-13) poetry and are making a big deal out of it.
I don't wanna rant, but that's my two most apparent/recent problems right now, if you guys feel like you wasted your time reading this, I'm sorry.

I just have got the High School Drama of unknown personality disorder, and my junk just can't seem to stick together.
I want to hang out more on here, but it seems that for the rest of this summer and the upcoming schoolyear, I'll be pretty busy....please bear with me....

But otherwise....My other concerns I shall spare you.
Please, everyone, take care, okay?

With much love,
M.A.D.
aka
Shini-pon~